hopeless.kami: 2010

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Broken Heart

When I first saw your face, heard your voice, I knew I fell in love at first sight. Since then, I've always wanted to see you in person. When you went to LA, you don't know how much I wanted to fly down the coast to see you. Now, I read that you're dating her, and my heart shattered into a thousand pieces. Why must you reveal that you're dating her? If you dated her in secret, my heart would still be intact. I cry every time I listen to your songs. I worry every time I see you being sad and quiet. I'm scared you'll disband, or have some other trouble. Why'd you tell the world you're dating her? Don't you know how many hearts you're breaking? I know it's stupid and perhaps impossible to fall in love with someone you've never met, but that's what happened to me. I fell in love with you. What can I do about it? Your playful personality, sparkling smile, perfect vocals, all those made me fall for you. How can I get out of this? Will my heart ever be whole again? Although I cannot say that I'll support your relationship, I really hope your friends and fans will. I would try, but I know I cannot ever fully support you dating her. Please, someone tell me how to end this love, this depression, this heartbreak.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

SMTown Concert

I've said it many times, yet I still feel the same. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I GO TO LA?? I just need to drive 24 hours or fly to LA and I can go to SMTown's concert. WHY THE F*CK DID I SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON USELESS CRAP DURING THE SUMMER??? D: I hate myself and all the LA fans so much right now. *cries in my little corner* God I feel like killing someone right now. Brb I'll be back after I cry my heart out...for the millionth time TT_TT

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Tired to the max...

Yeah, sleeping at 3 for quite some time doesn't really help...not to mention having to walk around for 5-6 hours for work. Right now, my feet can fall off at any given time. Fangirling at midnight might not be the best of time, especially if my favorite group is in *coughSHINeecough*, because it means that I would be squealing, and that would wake people up, and I don't think that's the best way of waking people up hehe...Anywhos, I really wanna go to LA right about now, or at least for SM Town's Concert...where SHINee's gonna be at. Yeah, I'm a Shawol, I'll just admit that now and get it over with once and for all. Then again, I wanna go to Singapore as well since SHINee and Dae Guk Nam Ah are gonna be performing there D: WHY THE HELL COULDN'T I HAVE BEEN BORN IN SEOUL OR SINGAPORE OR ANY OF THOSE COUNTRIES WHERE MY BIAS WOULD PERFORM AT?? hehe don't mind my rambling...I tend to do that alot...

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Friday, August 27, 2010

Kimberdoll's Summer Giveaway

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Thursday, August 26, 2010

stardesire's first giveaway

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